Not Ready

It's late, I'm tired, all I really want is to sleep right now.

This is exactly why I'm blogging.

I'm behind on my daily updates, but I was reading a friend's blog, and what they said struck home.

I don't like stopping to blog when I know I can be out doing things, and having a good time away from my computer screen. I'd rather wait till it is late and I can't be out, or when I'm not going anywhere because of whatever reason.

It's late, I just got home from my friend's surprise birthday party and I won't be leaving again tonight, so instead of sleeping I can take the time to blog.

The past couple of days have been great. I'm not in the mood to run you guys through everything that I've done, but know that I have enjoyed it.

I'm not ready to go back to UT. Once I get there, I'll love my classes, I'll probably catch up with everyone and it'll be fun. I have no doubt I will enjoy it once I'm back.

It's just that getting back is not as fun as it sounds. I'm ready to have classes, and I'm ready to program more. I am not ready to be 9 hours away from the gang though. To be 4 hours away from Chelsea. To know I'm only 2 hours from Caitlin and Reagan, but still not managing to see them.

I have enjoyed every minute of being back. I've felt more emotions here than I have felt all last semester.

I've held video game controllers. Sounds stupid, but I like that. I like having my games back. I like going to Chris's to play CoD: Black Ops, and watch him and Brian play Madden.

Don't get me wrong, I'm going back. I'll go back for as long as they will let me.

It's still just as hard as it was last time to leave, and I don't think it'll get any easier. =/