and i'm not sure exactly how I should feel about it.
Scratch that, I know how I should feel, and I'm pretty positive I know exactly how I feel.
Everything inside of me can't wait another day for classes to be over. I can't wait to sit in my car for 9 hours so that I can see my family, and my friends from home. I want to watch my sister play basketball (who is this guy who openly wants to watch sports!). I want to give Brian the biggest hug/congratulations ever on his uber fantastic video. I want to just sit, and have Chelsea there when I need her. I want to spend more time with Cody, just nerding out and being awesome. You have no idea how strongly I have wanted this to be so.
Everything inside of me dreads the idea of this year being over. I don't want the torturous 9 hour drive that will take me away from my family and friends from UT. I want to stay and hang out more with my brother, just playing games to kill time. I want to stay and laugh at the awesomeness that is Corey. I want to stay and nerd out over the Kingdom Hearts guy in the piano lounge with Ann. I want to stay and read books like Cathy. I want this more than anything!
Which sounds really weird, I'm sure. I love it, and hate it. I really truly don't ever want to leave my friends I've made here, but I can't wait to see my friends from home. It is kind of wierd having to differentiate between them, haha.
If I were currently on my computer, I would add some pictures
Here
But i'm not, so sorry.
Also, since I am on my phone and out is late, I think I'm out for the night.
Sleep tight peoples. =D
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