Optimism

So, I've started and stopped several posts in the past couple of weeks because I start them at a bad time and get ridiculously tired in the middle or I just lose my train of thought on whatever it was I was talking about, which happens to me a lot.

I'm pretty positive I'd make one of the world's best pessimists. When I see the glass with milk in it it really depends on the mood that I'm in at the moment as to whether I say it's half full or half empty. However, every single time I find myself saying the glass is half empty I immediately follow it up with the following thought, "No, don't say that. You can't lose that faith, even in the most ridiculous of ideas or the most insignificant ones."

I mean, in the end all anyone really has is faith. If I let myself lose faith in people, things or the world in general then I don't really have much. It's like that friend that changes for the worse and everyone else sees it and start doing what they need to to distance themselves. After someone points it out to me, because I don't see things like that sometimes, I try to take the steps needed to make sure any distance isn't caused by me. If I lose faith in anyone then it's only a matter of time until I allow myself to lose faith in another person. The more I allow myself to lose faith the easier it'll become, and one day I'll look back and realize I don't have anything.

On a much brighter note, in less than 2 days I will be heading to Dallas to hang out with some friends from college to watch the Harry Potter midnight premiere. It's going to be super duper epic!!

Also, in less than 6 days I turn 19, but more importantly I head to New York thanks to Google. My ticket to go see Wicked on Broadway, while I'm there, came in yesterday, and that was really exciting. I'm looking forward to seeing a lot of the people I haven't seen in a year. It feels like it's been ages though.

I'm pumped about the upcoming week (and a half ish)! I feel bad every time I say this, because I try to not live too much in the future, but I want these in between days to fly by super fast so I can cut to having the uber fun times in Dallas/New York.

Hope you are having a wonderful Summer, and that it continues.

Love ya, and stay Optimistic! =D