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Oh-Muh-Goodness Gracious!

There should be pauses in between each of those, and if you didn't read it that way, stop right here, and go back and read it again.







Did you read it with pauses? I really mean it. Read it with pauses. Good dramatic pauses.


If you've ever taken a drama class, or been in a production, pretend your character is finding out the biggest secret ever known to mankind. Sure, that works I think.





I'm going to trust that you read it the way I thought it (I would be saying it myself if I were alone and didn't want to bother my roommate.)

On several occasions I have watched Doctor Who and thought to myself, "William, this show might not be all you're chalking it up to be. I mean, I've seen half an episode and haven't got that warm fuzzy-
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OH MY GOSH! THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!"

That last part wasn't meant to have pauses. It was the excited "You just saved the world" sentence. So, go read it right.


Anyway, it happens, almost every time I start doubting the show it comes back to prove that my faith was not misplaced. Sometimes I think my blog gets formed (the idea anyway) after I start writing. This one in fact just got formed, it wasn't supposed to have a message/meaning/moral...

Why the "M" words? Did you know there is a movie titled "M"? Yea, me neither till a few days ago.

Anyway, back to the point. But really, that pattern just seems really weird to me. The three words I thought of to fill that word space all started with an M... I wish I could say there was some strange coincidence with all of that though, but anyway, really back to my point that formed like a minute ago.

Anyway, it happens, almost every time I start doubting the show it comes back to prove that my faith was not misplaced. (Granted I just copied this line, the 3 "Anyways" is kind of cool too.) (In fact, there are several sets of 3 in this blog... Which IS really creepy cool because it fits what I'm saying, and I promise you I didn't plan this thing. I don't modify things after I write them. I reread it to scan for sets of 3, and fix sentences as I'm writing them, but if I finish a sentence I rarely go back and fix it. I don't even really reread my posts, just scan them, which may explain several mistakes that got past me. =P

I didn't finish that parentheses pair did I?  )

There, that fixes it, I think. ANYWAY really back to my point.

My faith is never misplaced when it comes to Doctor Who, right? I watch an episode, start to question it briefly, and then remember the reason for all of it. The reason I keep watching. It's more than that though, it's more than I can explain.

You see, my life works the same way. It always has, and I have a feeling it always will. I have periods where I think to myself life is way too hard, and nothing is there to help me.

Here's where the 3s come in, which I realize I ruined by the addition of that last "Anyway" and this one, but at the time it was a valid thing to notice. Sue me.

As basically as I can say it, God. I mean, anything I've ever written, has come from him, as well as any time I've been happy, and every time I've achieved something, and every time I've woken up and gone to sleep. He's always there. Every waking moment, of every single day (as well as the sleeping ones).

Not to go... Crazy Religious (By crazy, I mean street corner religious) in this post, but I believe it's high time I went religious. After all, it's because of that that I am who I am. Every single particle of me screams it out, and yet I think sometimes I forget it, and get caught up in being the person who never over steps boundaries, who avoids any conflict at any cost because everything is easier that way, isn't it?

Well yea, easier, but there is never any fun in easy. =D

I don't think I'd have been able to make it this far without God. (By the way, my thinking the 3s were awesome is because of the whole Father/Son/Holy Ghost thing, in case you didn't know/hadn't put it together yet.)

He's absolutely the reason for my being optimistic, and determined, and... I really hate sounding vain... Sorry guys. He's basically the reason I am the person you know, or read about, today.

I don't think my loving video games, and taking character traits from them, can be attributed to anything/one but God. Perfectly placed in my life at the right moments to mold my awesome human brain into what it is now. I mean, that's just crazy to think about. If I had gotten hooked on different games, I might be completely different. Crazy huh?

I think so. I mean, life is so very perfect, while being so very broken. Every single event that has ever happened to anyone has had to do with their creation, the birth of their character. Speculating is fun, isn't it? Trying to imagine how different life would be if you had gone Left instead of Right...

Yea, it sure is, and I really believe little things become very huge things one day. I only talked about Video Games right?

Crap, there's more than that, so don't think I'm just some Nerd, because I am, but that isn't all. It's every interaction I've ever had. Every smile met, door held, "thank you" said, all of it. If I've ever had any interaction with you you have affected me, and it is so awesome.

You see, it's one thing to life live each day to survive. Just getting by, but it is so much more to live life to live.

That sounds a bit, self explanatory, right? Not self explanatory, just... Like it isn't saying anything... Redundant! That's it. Haha.

It's not, at least not how I'm thinking it. Think it like I am, haha.

So, what do I mean exactly by that? Well, that's where I tell you the one thing you don't want to hear.


Figure it out. =D