Allons-y Alonso!

I just finished up Season 2 of Doctor Who.

First Season made me uber excited, and I was so in love with the last episode.

Then this Season came. I liked the new Doctor, he wasn't the old, but he was cool. He has his quirks, as did the previous doctor.

If I have gained anything in my time from watching Doctor Who, it is a newfound love for life, and people.

I don't watch anything, or listen to music, or read books at face value.

Doctor Who... There is no way I could ever do it justice, because you would have to watch it to understand my feelings for it. There has not been another show that I can think of where I connected with the characters as much as I do with this show.

I mean, I am literally still shaking from the episode I finished some 20 minutes ago.

Perhaps this has already turned into one of those things, where I try to become more like the characters I see, in hopes of becoming a better person., and there is nothing wrong with that. Pick just about any character that has shown up in Doctor Who, seasons 1 or 2, and I could probably find something that I wish I could be more like.

If you just take the Doctor, than you have a whole new me that I wish I could achieve. Granted, the whole travel, adventure life style would be nice, but that's not all of it. He's always talking about humans, and how beautiful or crazy or stupid or amazing we are, and that's something I could pick up.

Believe it or not, somewhere down the road I developed a really cynical view on mankind. For example, I'm not a fan of most men. I think they try to be "macho" and just end up stupid. People who claim to be Christian, but do nothing but destroy it for anyone who isn't, irk me to no end. Ask me about my views on politics, and I'll tell you I'm quite positive the majority of them are liars and will say anything to sway their audience.

Granted, I don't hate men. I know a ton who are awesome, and I meet more regularly, and seeing random guys, be human, makes my heart soar. As in, when I see a guy who goes out of his way on Valentine's day, not because he has to, but because he wants to I remember to believe in people more (until I see the next guy being a huge jerk, in which case I revert! (Even though I don't want to. I'm not a fan of cynicism...))

Also, I have nothing against Christians. I am one (SPOILER ALERT! What?). There is absolutely nothing wrong with being a Christian, but at the same time people corrupt it (Now there's a shocker! (See! I don't like it, it just happens...)). I have heard more stories about curb-side prophets proclaiming eternal damnation, or whole bodies ostracizing individuals, because they didn't fit the "Social Standard" for someone who should go to church. Which is wack! It's wrong, and it's horridly disgusting. Granted, on a daily basis I look at people, and could tell you whether or not I would hang out with them after a short period of time near them. Which... What's the difference. =/ What makes my judgement any better than the church's?

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I'm not gonna finish off with the Politician category, cause I think my point is made.

The Doctor, never fails to see the good in people, and maybe that's what it comes down to in the end. The willingness to put everything on the line for those broken, corrupt, lost people, in the hopes that they will be who he knows they can be. It's that feeling when you go to sleep at night, and even though you can name bad things that have happened you can still sleep smiling for reasons you couldn't explain to yourself if you tried.

It's that knowledge of something better. When it's no longer a hope of a better time, but you believe it as fact. I think that's the closest I could come to what the Doctor sees.

With that, and with my decreasing Doctor Who high, I will now talk about several other things.

First, and not exactly most important, because some of these are up there, but definitely one of the most exciting things I can talk about.

We finally got e-mails telling us about FUSE. It is officially in 5 Months and 2 days. Wait a minute, you might ask yourself if you actually know me, or by some strange chance happened to stalk this date. Isn't that?

Yes, that is July 18th. July 18th I will be flying to New York. July 18th I will turn 19. July 18th, I will be starting a week in New York, with Google people, the CSSIers from last Summer, and all around awesomeness.

Granted (That seems to be my thing for this post), this means my birthday will not be at home. ... I'm gonna save that thought for later, because it's not the direction I want this to go tonight/morning.

Also, I think I've recently come across someone who I really want to be friends with. Which, only maybe makes sense if you've read previous posts, and before you run off to find that, I will explain.

I've been having trouble finding people who I really feel comfortable around. The type of person who I would be able to be around on a continual basis. I met him through some friends in CS, and we've gotten together to work on homework on occasion. Just talking to him, about what he wants to do one day, I feel really comfortable. It's nice.

This isn't the first person, no, but I really do enjoy finding people who I feel that comfortable with. =D

To end this, in honor of a late Valentine's day, which was spent working and working and working, I want to post the lyrics to a song that my computer random-ed to earlier, because it made me happy.

"Please Be Mine"

They come and go but they don't know
That you are my beautiful

I try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I'll be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
oh no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine 


Yea, it's the Jonas Brothers. I'll admit that. =D


Good night, world! I sleep before studying, and test, and homework. Man I love this life!

That's not his excited face I was looking for, but it works as my goodnight face.
Love you guys! =D